会是爱得不够多,还是根本爱错

because i dont think im ready to love again, or mayb i never did knew how.

and i dont exactly have an idea of what im getting myself into now.

when well, all i should be doing is studying.

but here i am, with a physically tiring job and tons of readings piled up.

but still, here i am.

sometimes, its scary being happy, its as though i never did deserve it.

错在那不该做的一直做
该说的没有说

this time around, i will tell u when i heart u alright. :) i, well have stopped using the word promise, since i dont believe in promises myself. but i'lllllllll try. :) so yes i will say what i say whether it sounds like a spoilt brat, a dumbass, or a stupid fool in love, cause what good does it bring to keep what i feel in my heart, and smile to myself when im alone. well none. so yes. thank u for letting me learn tht i havta tell u how i feel what i feel whenever whereever without worrying, and tht u will listen to all i havta say and love me for it.

and tht dear one who said, say what u really wanta say when u feel like saying it. (my guts donor)

starbucks+bubble man(who is starting to have a bubbly head and shoulders not yet knees and toes, cause hes being "blown" too much)+hippo momo and violet the friendly car+east coast=rocks my socks BIG TIME